Wednesday, 1 January 2020

My father by Wim Hofman

Wim Hofman - 1941
photo singeluitgeverijen


My father

turned ninety the day before yesterday,
and now he is in bed.
Thus his ninety-first autumn begins.
The sun shines in through the window
on the wallpaper and the embroidery
he once made:
a still life with blue plums and green grapes
in cross stitch, set in an oaken frame.
The nights, he says,
the nights are the worst.
He pants. He is tired.
He would rather say nothing more,
but I suspect that not everything has been said.
A bush of gray hair
sticks out almost attractively above the blankets.
Just sleep, father,
dream of something beautiful
the best thing you ever saw in your long always to short life
the raspberry-lemonade-pink evening sun above the sea
near Vlissingen, the lightning above the sea
while fishing at night, the moon
that jumped out of heaven like a silver fish,
the moment you had a bite
and something impatiently tugged at your fishing line,
as if to say
Hello Hofman,
are you still there?

Original title: Mijn vader From: Tirade 386 / 2000 Nr. 4 - Uitgeverij G.A. van Oorschot, Amsterdam

Monday, 30 December 2019

Requiem for a tomcat by Wim de Vries


Requiem for a tomcat
Wim de Vries - 1923-1994
photo Internet

I still think often of the neighbours' cat.
They called him Lazarus because
he was constantly being stoned by
fanatic pigeon fanciers.
It was the best sort of tomcat,
going out at night and
humping what he could hump, coming
home in the morning with torn ears
he then slept the whole day and went
out again in the evening.
A great cat, still absolutely natural. A
real bloke you might say.
He had already turned twenty when he died.
The vet gave him a jab because
he soiled himself.
I still remember that I cried when he
was buried in the garden.
That day I wrote, young as I
was, the first epitaph in
my life.
A simple little plank whereupon was written
Here lies Lazarus, the terror of
pigeon flyer and sparrow
May he rest in peace.

Original title: Requiem voor een kater - From the collection: Zwaarbewolkt, enkele opklaringen - 1980 - Rotterdamse Kunststichting

Sunday, 17 November 2019

The Jump I. - by Peter Nijmeijer

(Dún Laoghaire, Co. Dublin)
Peter Nijmeijer - 1947-2016

It cannot be denied, this view
that like a ship comes straight at you: the quay,
the gray-blue mountains, the sparing evening sun
(later you can destroy the negatives).

And although you're only just here, you were
here before, two shaky feet
on a fabrication of iron and wood.
Is the water moving or you stationary?

For a moment you see nothing, one might say that
looking back is also closed off, do you
always dock at evenfall.
It doesn't matter if it is now or at another time.

And even if you set foot on the hesitant shore
exactly on time: Like what is your position here
and for how long? (But never mind how you harp on,
it cannot be denied, this view.)

Original title: (Dún Laoghaire, Co. Dublin) - From the collection: De sprong - 1983 - Meulenhoff - Amsterdam


Tuesday, 5 February 2019

Groyne by Willem van Toorn

Groyne

The slanting grey stones. Grass in between. 
Halfway a hollow pollard with a deformed heart 
in the bark and initials of dead lovers long ago. 
At the end the wooden beacon. If you swim 
there, the eddies pull you down without mercy. 
The drawing in my uncle's scout book, arrows 
show precisely how you must let yourself be 
dragged down into the depths and then escape 
along the bottom 'with a few firm strokes'. The 
priest or curate who went rowing with three 
boys near the point and capsized. Days later, the 
bodies were washed ashore, near groynes by 
distant villages. Only catholics could be that 
stupid.


Original title: Krib - From the collection: Dooltuin - 1995 - Em. Querido's Uitgeverij B.V. - Amsterdam


Wednesday, 23 January 2019

Love at first sight in 1952 by Hans van den Bos


Love at first sight in 1952


A house for herself and her
Anna [1923-2004]
children she could forget
with only a widow's pension.
An education she'd never had,
except two years domestic science.
All she could do was find a man,
who would support her
and both her children.

Young woman, twenty-nine years old,
widow with two children, seeks
acquaintance with man of same age,
with a view to a serious relationship.

This advertisement she placed,
on the advice of her friend,
in a local newspaper, because
living in with her parents,
was a dead-end situation.
A letter, unexpected,
came from the east of the town,
he twenty-six years old,
still living with his mother,
a member of the Salvation Army.
Probably love at first sight,
because a short time later
they were married.

Original title: Liefde op het eerste gezicht in 1952